What happens to a dream deferred?

Does it dry up
Like a raisin in the sun?

Or fester like a sore--
And then run?

Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over--
like a syrupy sweet?

Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.

Or does it explode?


"Dream Deferred" by Langston Hughes

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005 [[IQE!]]



Final Grades were already given today. Guess what? I've flunked three concepts. In Leyman's terms, the highly-touted Integrated Qualifying Exam ang i-take ko. Meaning? Lahat ng concepts, kahit naipasa eh kasama sa exam. One exam, pass or fail. Malupit. What happened? I have no idea din. Before the grades were given, I'm sure na papasa ako sa Community and F/E. While the rest, no idea. I was expecting na 2 concepts, pero ang 3?? Even in my nightmares eh hindi pumasok.

Stunned I was after the index card was handed to me by Mrs. Fernando.

Ano yung 3 concepts na yun? Stress, HDM and PRE-NATAL! Yes, ang pre-natal na nakakagulat ay naibagsak ko.

Sana naman, eh hindi ko maging batch officer for half a month lang. I hope talaga na sa Tricol na ako magtapos. Hindi madali ang lumipat sa ibang school. From my friend's experiences and hindi maganda. Ang pag-adjust, ang bawi sa ego at madami pa.

Sa F/E and Community lang kasi ako nag-ayos, kaya nga pinagsusuntok ko nalang ang white board sa asar. Alam ko naman kasing kaya yung 3 concepts na nabagsak ko. Pero, I've let myself ruined my grades. How dumb could I get? Chillax lang talaga muna ako ngayon. Napakabilis ng mga pangyayari. Si kit t., dave eh IQE din. Di kami sure if si Marvin eh naka binggo 4! Di kasi natawag name niya kanina. Wag naman sana. Shettt!!!

I'll need all the help that I could get. In prayers, tutorials or kung ano man. One big fight flag is up again. Kala ko last na sa summer.

Still couldn't find a reason to study hard kasi dati, until nung time nalang nung F/E. Foolish mark.


marky|5:06 PM|